uni student, lover of cuddly pugs, fine music, fashion, traveling and all things pretty. former menswear fangirl. 22, like lily allen, back when her future looked bright. can babble a little about failing at adulthood, too.
when you hold me, when you hold me in your arms.
oh when you hold me, yeah I can feel your heart.tom odell - hold me (live)
rambling #bajillion
even though i knew it was happening this stripped down version of hold me messed me up bigtime.
like, here’s everything i know, all my skills, everything i’m good at, i’m just gonna put it in a bag and hand it to you, now would you let me participate in making something awesome happen?
hope you realise sentence number two doesn’t have shit to do with tom odell, it’s all about me and my nonexistent future plans and paper dreams and just generally failing at adulthood okay.
also how can i get hold of this file, i will pay you in cookies if that’s alright
If procrastination was a sport and made it to the olympics, I’d be the Phelps of it.
looking at other people’s bucket lists, i’m a bit like… yep, been there, done that, check…
i think i should make my own, because according to others, my life must be (or must have been so far) pretty interesting, when in reality, i’m like… meh.
but then i’m not sure whether those things would make it to my bucket list, i mean, this empire state building at night and visit thailand kind of shit.
i’m being disrespectful i’m aware of that and if i seem like a spoiled little brat that is because i am, but i’m just trying to figure out what to do with my life okay, my list would probably include things you have already done at 15, well, assuming you’re over 15 already.
I’m cleaning up my iTunes library and just put all the guilty pleasures that can stay on a mixtape.
For the record, I don’t want to be held responsible for the heart attack you might get when you enlarge this just because you thought I have a decent taste in music…
i may or may not have a board on pinterest dedicated to what our future home is going to look like
tbh, two weeks in boston would make perfect sense with a weekend in philly. because i could see ed in boston on the 19th have a day off with the fam, then go to philly on the 21st to see ben howard playing union transfer, have another day and a half off just wandering round and see ed play philly on the 23rd. and then back to boston for another week of casual chilling with the family. but then isn’t doing the east coast but not new york kinda pointless? i could also start in new york for a short week and see ben on the 19th and ed on the 21st. and then off to boston. but then that’s one less gig and none of them on boston soil which is kinda odd again. or option 3 would be doing a mini ed groupie tour starting in boston on the 19th, then 21st nyc and 23rd philly. but in this case, unless i fly to boston on like the 14th, it doesn’t make too much sense to start off in boston. or i could just do both boston gigs and nothing else, and apologize rather often for getting home way too late/early in the morning when ppl have to get actual work done during the day. or i could stay in a hostel if the shows end too early, or just wander around the city if they don’t and go home with the first train, because theres no effin way i’m driving, my knees would be all shaky if i didn’t drink.
